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HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!!!!!!

or

UN-HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!


Whichever one suits you best...



-Grayangel

Well, its been a while...a long while...since I've last blogged or even been online on Xanga/Myspace or wherever. I have been uninterested with the whole social networking scene. My reasons...Lack of feedback, laziness, nothing to write about, etc. But now, I have returned once again. Just to keep my Xanga and all that updated...

Well not too much has happened. Just basically that same things everyday....

I'll update more soon...

-Grayangel

Feeling kinda out of it...then again I always am these days...Worrying about Vanessa...financial troubles...working...man I'm telling you that place gets worse and worse everyday. I don't like my schedule there and finally when I get used to it, they go on and change it up on me. And I feel like at times there I'm the only one working and stocking up there and everything. Today is like the worst. My monday. lol I hate Saturdays. I'm tellin' you I fuckin' HATE Saturdays there. The guys I work with are lazy. No good. And no money either. When I need it the most, its never there. I don't know. I just get tired of the same bullshit, ya know what I mean. I just got through with vacation and I alredy need another one. lol I don't care. Just as long as I get paid thats all that matters. Fuck the drama.

But yeah mostly financial troubles for me. No matter how far ahead I get theres always something that gets me far behind. I feel very used and ripped off at times wherever I go. At times I feel like everyones out to get me...like nobody's on my side. All alone...nobody's there for me...Its fine though. Don't know why I care. I've always been this way. Somedays I care and it gets to me and somedays I don't. And with my friend going through a rough time...idk I really hope things get better for her. I'd feel better is she were happy...Shit, one of us has to be happy at least...idk...

-Grayangel

Whats goin' on everybody. Sorry it's been so long since I've blogged lately...mainly out of lack of interest...but I did mean to update a while ago....

If you haven't read episode 10 of my story, you should go read....

So anyway whats new? Well I've been on vacation for the last two weeks. I just relaxed and took it easy. Didn't go anywhere like out of town or anything, but it was still good. Went to the movies a couple of times with family, and the movies were alright. Eh, I did want to go othere places like out on the town and everything, but couldn't because of financial troubles. Plus its not as fun going anywhere alone...More money, more problems. Theres always some kind of trouble for me...no matter how much I save, theres always something and then I end up with nothing...but I try saving again...trying to save money...gotta keep trying...

But its been a great vacation, though its kind of ending on a bad note...didn't think it would end that way, but oh well. Anyway I got back to work tomorrow. Bleh! lol But I need the money, so....

Yeah...ending on a bad note...feeling down...really down...my sleeping paterns for the last two days have been so weird. I stayed up all night and all morning...fall asleep around 4 in the afternoon and wake by around 10:30-11:00 at night...so weird...just been up worrying....

Found a link the other day...just got bored and saw this link and saw the site. Its very sad....I mean the world is so fucked up these days its hard to see any good in it sometimes...

http://www.chooseveg.com/animal-cruelty.asp?gclid=CK_4rpy7nJUCFQSwFQodmSoAhA

Its just so sad...after seeing it it was very hard to eat anything....Eventually I did. But still...

Anyway....just been up worrying. My dear friend Vanessa. She hasn't been doing too well lately...idk I wish I could help her, but I can't...feel so helpless...

-Grayangel

YEP!!!!! Finally the long awaited 10th episode will arrive on Saturday! You've waited sooooooooooo long and now all you're waiting is about to pay off.Its gonna be so awesome. Well worth the wait. : )

Alright well got something different this installment. There actually are going to be two versions. The regular episode, which will be posted here, and the original extended version, which will NOT be posted. However if anyone is interested in reading the exteneded version, feel free to PM me or comment or which ever you want and will be hapily to send it to you personally.

Thats it for now. Check back on Saturday and the story shall be here. : )

-Grayangel

Yep! Finally I'm back online! Got myself Internet from Cricket wireless and its GREAT!!!! I love it! Its so awesome! Its a USB modem. You just plug it into your computer, open the program, press connect, and presto! lol you have internet! And its WAAAAAAAAAAY better than other wireless companies. I won't mention any names....and cheaper too. So I'm happy about that...Plus I like the blue light on the modem the changes everytime the signal gets stronger or weaker. Its so awesome!

Anyways, things are going good with me. Just exhausted been working like crazy at work and did alot of overtime there bacause of short staff. Still kinda drained but I'm still enjoying my days off. Still got work to do, cleaning etc. Its all good though. I'm so glad I have internet again. lol

I finished watching Autumn Tale just reacently. Its the first drama I've been able to watch FULLY from beginning to end , without missing any episodes. Love it! If you haven't watched it, GO WATCH IT!! Its really good! The last few episodes really got me choked up. Really sad. I won't spoil anything for those who haven't seen it, but man I was sad about it for like a day after watching the end. But its really good! Go watch! lol

Episode 10 is coming real soon. I know I say it in like every post now but its coming! I promise! It won't be too much longer before its here. And when it arrives, it'll be well worth the wait. And just so everybody knows, there will be two versions to this episode. I'm editing out certain scenes and details that I feel I can no longer have in my story but I'm keeping those scenes around for myself and for those really interested to read...So two versions: The regular version, which is the episode with those certain scenes ommited, and the original uncut version, with all those scenes left in...The regular version will be posted here on Xanga, Myspace, Gaia, etc. If you really want to read the extended version, feel free to email me, or PM me on Xanga, myspace, or where ever and 9 times out of 10 I will be happy to send it to you personally...

Well thats about it for now. Until next time everyone...

-Grayangel

Well sorta. No weak internet connection can keep me down! lol

Eh, kinda disappointed. Everythings like exactly the way I left it...nothings new or changed anywhere. Same old same old...I miss the good old online days.....

Nothing new to report. just here enjoying my little break that I have here. Found the internet again. Not the best but damn good enough. Any internets better than having none.

Still working on my story. Thats just about it. Re-edeted and spell checked everything and printed it out. It looks awesome. I'm proud of my story again. lol I don't know. I've still been wanting to start new stories. Like I'll have one idea for a story but  thats just about it. Nothing else comes to mind...maybe its better to just work on this one.

Episode 10 is coming REAL soon.....

-Grayangel

Updates and feedback may be delayed for a while. I have no internet and using all the usual things I do to get online have been rendered useless.. so yeah...

In other news...the forum. Total members: 3. Me, Myself, and I. lol what a waste of time. Eh, I though it would be cool to make a forum though. It was alright for a minute...

More news...idk just a bunch of ups and downs...no more than the usual...

The Lonely Warrior: Episode 10 will be coming soon. Real soon. Sooner than you think. Just finally started working on it after so long of doing absolutly nothing to update the story. So give it a little while. within at least two weeks...

Well thats about it...until next time...

-Grayangel

Well everyone, My forum is now open!!!!! YAY!!!

http://grayangel.freeforums.org

So everyone please go and join. 

Well its pretty much empty there right now, but more stuff will be added as time goes on...

In other news...well that was pretty much all the news.  Other than being alone, used, and abused, the usual, I've been alright.

I'll probably update more later...

-Grayangel